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snarky? o.O;; [25 Apr 2002|11:51pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

motherfucker, josh, this is a long ass survey!

A - Age: 15
B - Best Quality: Listening.
C - Choice Of Meat: Chicken =)
D - Dream Date: Someone gothic that wears make up & has a bunch of piercings & tattoos.
E - Ex (most recent): I don't kiss & tell, hehe.
F - Favorite Food: Hmm ... Peach/Mango Tofu.
G - Greatest Accomplishment: Getting my nipples pierced!
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: Too many to pick. I can't choose just one.
I - Internal conflicts: Hot Chocolate or Caramel Corretto?
K - Kool-Aid: Sugar-Free!
L - Love: Friends, Family, Pets, & body mods.
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: My computer, hehe.
N - Name: Nicole J. Loire
O - Outfit You Love: My sexy latex arm warmers & my fishnets.
P - Pizza Toppings: Pineapple.
Q - Question you want to ask: Why do they sell 8 hot dogs in a pac & 12 buns? I don't get it =(
S - Sport To Watch: WRESTLING!
T - Television Show: That 70's Show.
U - Unique habit: Playing with my tongue ring and not noticing everyone's looking at me like I have 3 heads.
Y - Year Born: 1986
Z - Zodiac Sign: Sagi

1. Kissed your cousin: On the cheek when I was younger.
2. Ran away: Yeah. But I came back.
3. Pictured your crush naked: Hell yeah.
4. Actually seen your crush naked: Uhm ... partially.
5. Broken someone's heart: Yeah =(
6. Been in love: No. Well ... maybe I am right now. I don't know.
7. Cried when someone died: Yeah.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Many times.
9. Broken a bone: Nopes.
10. Drank alcohol: Yeps.
11. Lied: Who hasn't?
12. Cried in school: Yeah.


13. COKE OR PEPSI: Pepsi, baby!
14. SPRITE OR 7UP: Diet Sprite. Mmm ... aspartame.
15. GIRLS OR GUYS: Both.
16. FLOWERS OR CANDY: Flowers smell pretty but peach rings rawk.
17. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: Uhm ... you mean "down there"? Clean shaven!
18. QUIET OR LOUD: I like loud stuff.
20. BITCHY OR SLUTTY: I'm a bit of both. Haha.
21. TALL OR SHORT: Tall.
22. PANTS OR SHORTS: Capris! Hehe.

24. LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: Oh gawd. I forget. Uhh, Megan maybe? We did the Tango!
25. WORST QUESTION TO ASK: "Are you a guy or a girl?"

26. SHOWERED: Yesterday.
27. HAD SEX: No comment!

29. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: My bellybutton ring.
31. THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: I sank 3 baskets in a row from the foul line in Gym.


32. COLOR: black, dark red, silver, baby blue, lavender.
33. MOVIE: Queen of the Damned
34. BOOK: Inverview with a Vampire
36. JUICE: Crystal Light. Yummy.
37. CARS: HELL NO. It's all about the Harleys, honey!
38. ICE CREAM: Mint Choco Chip!
39. HOLIDAY: My birthday, of course. It should be a national holiday =D
40. SEASON: Definitely summer.
42. PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR HONEY: Mmm ... the beach.

?? WHO
44. MAKES YOU SMILE: Mark. He's funny =)
46. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: 2-chord. Haha.
47. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: Gawd, too many ppl to list.
49. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: Guys =P Those bastards have it WAAAAAY easier.


50. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: Sometimes. Well it's right beside me @ my comp desk so ...
51. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: The important ones.
52. SAVE E-MAILS: Funny forwards occasionally.
54. WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Nah. Dicks are ... like ... ugly.

56. COLOGNE: Hugo Boss!
57. PERFUME: Armani by Georgio
58. KISS: Ryan. Just 'cause he's sexy.
59. ROMANTIC MEMORY: My first bf ... he painted me a picture of a rose & wrote me a love poem. What a sweetie.
60. MOST RECENT ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: "Stop skipping!!"

61. Fallen for your best friend?: Nopes, just a good friend.
62. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: Yeah.
63. Been rejected?: Yeah.
64. Been in love?: Denno. Maybe.
65. Been in lust?: Definitely. *sigh*
66. Used someone?: Once or twice. And I felt awful =(
67. Been used?: Yeah, I guess.
68. Cheated on someone?: No.
69. Been cheated on?: No.
70. Been kissed?: Durr!
71. Done something you regret?: A lot of things, but not anything I'd put here. [[keeps Josh's answer]]

Who was the last person...
72. You touched?: Megan. I tickled her. XD
73. You talked to?: My mum.
74. You hugged?: Lana.
75. You instant messaged?: Josh!
76. You kissed?: =X I told ya, I don't kiss & tell!
77. You had sex with?: Uhh ... no comment.
78. You yelled at?: My dad.
79. You laughed with?: Meggsies of course. I was tickling her like crAzy. Hehe.
80. Who broke your heart?: ... no comment.
81. Who told you they loved you?: Megs. "I love ooo Coley, oh yes I dooo!" Those were the exact words, lol.

Do you..
82. Color your hair? Hell yeah. Every month at least.
83. Have tattoos? I desperately want several.
84. Have piercings? 10, baby.
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? Not at the moment.
86. Own a webcam? Yeps.
87. Own a thong? A few of 'em actually.
88. Ever get off the damn computer? Yeah I'm barely ever on the comp anymore.
89. Sprechen sie deutsche? Guten Nacht!
90. Habla espanol? Siiiii ....
91. Quack? Honk!

Have you / do you / are you...
92. Stolen anything? Yes.
93. Smoke? Used to.
94. Schizophrenic? YES! NO! YES! NO! [[haha, i like Josh's answer]]
95. Obsessive? Yeah.
96. Compulsive? Not really.
97. Obsessive compulsive? Naw.
98. Panic? I try not to.
99. Anxiety? Yeah.
100. Depressed? Sometimes.
101. Suicidal? Used to be.
102. Obsessed with hate? No.
103. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? o.O;; No.
104. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? No. Well, maybe to myself. Blegh. Still getting over cutting.
105. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? Hawaii.
106. Can you do anything freakish with your body? Yeah, lots of kinky stuff! Hehe.
107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Eyes probably.
108. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: Hell yeah!
109. Would you marry for money?: No. I don't ever wanna get married.
110. Have you had braces?: Nopes.
111. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: I wax 'em.
112. Do you like hairy backs?: YUCK.
113. When was the last time you had a hickey?: Uhm ... 2 or 3 weeks ago.
114. Could you live without a computer?: Yeah but what fun would that be?
115. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: All the fuckin' timel.
116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: Oh christ who knows.
117. If you could live in any past, where would it be? When there were castles & stuff like in Zelda.
119. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: Take 'em off. I wear cute lil pink fluffy slippers to bed though. They have kitties on them and they're waaaaaarm.
120. What is your favorite fruit?: Maaaaaangos.
121. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: Both.I like wheat better though.
122. What is your favorite place to visit?: a certain hot guy's house.
123. What is the last movie you saw?: Empire Strikes Back. It was on TV tonight. Megs & me watched it. w00t.
124. Do you kiss on the first date?: Sure, why not?
125. Are you photogenic?: NO.
126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: Color.
127. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: Yeah. Black.
128. Is it chipped or fresh?: Chipped. XD
129. Do you have any dimples?: No.
130. Do you remember being born?: WTF? Who does, honestly?
131. Why do you take surveys?: 'Cause I'm bored.
132. Do you drink alcohol? If so, what is your favorite drink?: Yeah. Smirnoff Ice.
33. Did you like or do you like high school?: It's not bad. I get to see my friends all the time.
134. What is the best accent? Definitely English. Mmm ... oh-so-sexxi.
135. Who do you want to kiss? I wanna know what it's like ... to kiss ... blah. I can't say =)
136. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: Sunsets.
137. Do you want to live to be 100?: Anyone but me!
138. Is a flat stomach important to you?: Damn straight. Why else would I do 100 sit ups every night + karate during the week?
139. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: Played, yeah. Own, nopes.
140. Are you loyal?: Somewhat.
141. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: Yeah as long as they don't push their beliefs on me.
142. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: Off.
143. Do you have nightmares frequently?: No.
144. Do you like your nose?: It's ok.
145. Do you think you can draw well?: I'm ok.
146. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: W-What? You mean the fat old fogey isn't real? *tears up*

147. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: Uhm, no clue. Lots.
148. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? Variety!
149. Do you write poetry?: Mhmm.
150. Do you snore?: Not that I know of.
151. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: Front. And my boobs always feel squished. Blegh. It sucks.
152. dog/cat? I've got both, but I'm more of a cat person.
153. Do you lick stamps?: Blegh. Not when I can avoid it.
154. Do you use an electric can opener?: No.
155. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: Nope, but I wanna.
156. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: Emotional.
157. Favorite TV show?: You already asked this question =P
158. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: Yeah.
159. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: Violin, 'cause that's what Lestat plays. But I like pianos too. They're pretty & I can actually play on one.
160. Are you a sex addict?: Haha, wouldn't you like to know?
161. Do you know someone who has cancer?: Nope.
162. Do you like to argue?: No.
163. Do you hunt?: No!
164. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?: The only fast food place I like is Subway. Expensive restaurants are ok.
165. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Zoo!
166. Do you have a middle name? What is it?: Janine. And I made another one up too. Just for fun; Trinity.
167. Are you basically a happy person?: Uuuuuusually.
168. Are you tired?: Yeah.
169. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: Don't think so.
170. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: Gah. Tons of people.
171. How many phones do you have in your house?: Too lazy to count.
172. How long is your hair?: Past my shoulders.
173. Do you get along with your parents?: My mom, somewhat.
174. What color of eyes do you prefer?: Any color.
175. Full name: Motherfucker, you already asked!
176. Were you named after anyone? Some chick from a soap opera.
177. Do you wish on stars? Sometimes.
178. Which finger is your favorite? Middle! ROTFL.
179. When did you last cry? Today in gym. Someone hit me in the head with the basketball and my eyes started watering =(
181. Do you like your handwriting?: Yeah. But not my printing.
182. Who do you admire, why?: Kate Moss. She's beautiful.
183. What is the #1 priority in your life?: To be happy.
184. What is your favorite lunchmeat?: Don't have one.
185. Any bad habits?: Cutting.
186. What is your most embarrassing CD? BSB. Oh gawd. *hides*
187. If you were another person , would you be friends with yourself? Maybe.
188. Are you a daredevil? YEAH!
189. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? No.
190. Have you ever stolen anything? FUCK YOU. You already asked.
191. Do looks matter? Yeah.
192. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Hehe yeah.
193. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Maybe.
194. Do fish have feelings? Probably.
195. Are you trendy? Not really.
196. How do you release anger? Cutting.
197. Where is your second home? Megan's house.
198. Do you trust others easily? A bit.
199. What was your favorite toy as a child? Barbies!
200. What class in school do you think is totally useless? MATH!
201. Do you like sappy love songs? Not really. Unless I'm feeling blue.
202. Have you ever been on radio or television? On Speaker's Corner, yeah.
203. Do you have a journal? Mhmm.
204. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Not ALOT.
205. Have you ever been in another country?: Barbados.
206. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Piercings! lol.
207. What is your nickname? Coley.
208. Would you bungee jump? YEAH!
209. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? lol hell no. i'm too lazy to be bothered.
210. What are you worried about right now? Will I ever end up with the right person?
211. Do you ever wear overalls? No. They make my ass look big. No joke.
212. Do you think you are strong? Emotionally, somewhat. Physically ... nopes!
213. What's your mom's job? Business-something or the other.
214. What's your dad's job? He's in jail at the moment =P But when he isn't, he's a mechanic.
215. What's your least favorite thing in the world? Bigots & Close-minded peeps.
216. How many wisdom teeth do you have? None.
217. Do you have anything pierced? ...
218. Do you have any tattoos? ...
219. What would you change about yourself? My hair. I want it to be bright blonde so I can dye it pink & it'll show up more vibrant.
220. Who is most likely to respond to this first? No body. Too damn long.
221. Who are the people you care most about? friends, family, pets, etc.
222. I see: the monitor.
223. I need: money
224. I find: no money ... haha [[i'll keep josh's answer]]
225. I want: my left nipple repierced
226. I have: a purple, grape-scented, jelly tip dildo.
227. I wish: the guy i like would like me back.
228. I love: my friends.
229. I hate: mean people.
230. I miss: summer time.
231. I fear: bugs.
232. I feel: tired.
233. I hear: tv.
234. I smell: nothing.
235. I wonder: if i'm gonna go to all my classes tomorrow.
236. I regret: ... lots of stuff.

When was the last time I ...
237. Smiled?: Today
238. Laughed?: Today.
239. Cried?: Today
240. Bought something?: Today
241. Danced?: Today
242. Were sarcastic?: Today
243. Kissed someone?: A few days ago.
244. Talked to an ex?: ...
245. Watched your favorite movie?: A few weeks ago.
246. Do you own any plaid clothing?: PJ bottoms.
247. Do you own Converse shoes?: No.
248. Do you own Saucony shoes?: What?
249. Do you own old school Nikes?: Nopes
250. Do you wear tight pants?: Haha yeah.
251. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: Nopes.

In the last day:
252. Worn a skirt: No
253. Been mean: No
254. Been sarcastic: Yes
255. Met someone new: No
256. Talked to someone you have a crush on: Yes
257. Missed someone: Yes
258. Hugged someone: Yes
259. Fought with your parents: No
260. Wished upon a star: No
261. Laughed until you cried: No
262. Played Truth or Dare: No
263. Watched a sunrise/sunset: No
264. Went to the beach at night: No.
265. Spent quality time alone: Yes
266. Read a book for fun: No
267. Are you lonely: Somewhat
268. Are you wearing your pajamas: No
269. Are you talking to someone online: Yeah

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poetry [04 Mar 2002|09:11pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I found a poem @ Tribolum.com and I thought it was really pretty. Even if you dislike poetry, you should read it 'cause it's good.

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,

or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,

in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms

but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;

thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,

risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.

I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride.

So I love you because I know no other way than this : where I does not exist, nor you,

so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,

that when you fall asleep, I close my eyes.

- Pablo Neruda


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*_* [21 Feb 2002|05:47pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

I promised more quizzes ... and here they are! =D

I'm a Red Eyed Tree Frog!

Red-eyed tree frogs come from the warm and humid rain forests of Costa Rica in Central America. Some believe that their red eyes are a form of protection called "startle coloration". These frogs are very mellow during the day, and tend to be active only at night, so if the frog is awakened in the daytime, as might happen if a predator chanced upon it despite its excellent day time camouflage, the eyes pop abruptly open, hopefully startling the predator. This species tends to do better in a community of other red eyed tree frogs.

What kind of Frog are you?


Legolas Greenleaf

If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Legolas, Elf, a son of the King of Mirkwood.

In the movie, I am played by Orlando Bloom.

Who would you be?
Zovakware Lord of the Rings Test with Perseus Web Survey Software

I am 21-40% Ghetto

I WISH I was ghetto. I need to take them gold plated teeth and get some REAL gold teeth..

<3 Quizzes.
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More Quizzes [21 Feb 2002|01:46am]
[ mood | amused ]

I swear ... this is, like, becoming my quiz journal. It's hillarious.

You're Caramilk!
Just stuffed full of surprises. No one ever knows what you're going to do next. The greatest mystery to you is, naturally, "how do they get the caramel in the Caramilk bars?"

yey, you're a gothic lolita. take the quiz here.


This quiz says absolutely nothing about your personality. Take it! </td>

Life is fairly pointless to for me. It's a constant cycle of getting captured by Bowser, getting rescued by men who lust after me either due to my looks or wealth, and baking cakes. Any involvement I have in a game is fairly limited. I reinforce the bad stereotype that women are helpless beings. I am made of sugar and spice and everything nice, yet incapable of inteligent thought. Such is the life of Peach.

What Super Mario Bros character are you?


i get kicked out of a lot of places. i don't have many friends. i always wear sunglasses to protect my eyes from the glare. i'm on fire.

take the stupidest online quiz ever.

Which Rocky character are you?

What FFVII character are you?? Find out here!!!

If I were a Slayers character, I'd be Gourry Gabriev!  Who would you be?

According to the
Cam Girl Quiz

you are sarah of wondergirl.org. quirky, diplomatic and friendly, you have mended webmaster strife in the past. you are a good hostess and ready to make new friends. you love meeting your fellow webmasters. you do admit to link-whoring, but hey, you're done with showing tits for hits. been there done that. you still play with play dough. =D even though you are known as a peacemaker, if someone crosses you, expect to hear about it on your site. you like girly drinks. you like boys. and girls. you're a big fan of piercings, but one day, you're going to be a big executive, so enjoy it while it lasts. and of course you are loopy, but oh so lovable.
wondergirl's site | take the quiz

more to come later ... =D

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Survey Fun [19 Feb 2002|11:45pm]
Time for a survey =) Thnx Livvy!

1. What time is it? 11:38pm
2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate: Nicole Janine -
3. Nickname(s): 'Cole, Coley, Nic-chan, Nikki, Esira.
5. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake: 15
6. Date that you regularly blow them out: December 5th
7. Pets: my doggy
8. Eye color: coffee brown
9. Hair color: Copper-ish? I have no clue.
10. Piercing: tongue, 2 holes in my ears, nipples & bellybutton.
11. Tattoos: I want one.
13. Favorite color: black.
14. Hometown: Toronto
15. Current Residence: Canada
17. Been to Africa: Nopes
18. Been toilet papering? Yeps
19. Loved somebody so much it made you cry? Maybe.
20. Been in a car accident? Yeps.
21.Croutons or Bacon Bits?: Croutons.
22. Sprite or Tango? Sprite/
23. Favorite Movie: Rocky Horror Picture Show
24. Favorite Holiday: My Birthday
25. Favorite day of the week: Saturday
26. Favorite word or phrase: "roffle"
27. Favorite Toothpaste: Mint!
29. Favorite Flowers: Rose
30. Favorite Drink: Caramel Correttos
31. Favorite Sport to watch: Hockey, baby.
32. Preferred type of ice-cream: Mint Choco-Chip
33. Favorite Sesame Street Character: snuflelufagus
34. Disney or Warner Bros? Both =D
35. Favorite Fast Food Restaurant: Subway.
36. When was your last hospital visit? Last month.
37. What color is your bedroom carpet? Grey, I think.
38. How many times did you fail your drivers test? Haven't taken it yet.
39. Who is the last person you got email from before this? Denno.
40. Have you ever been convicted of a crime? Nope.
42. What do you do most often when you are bored? Talk on the phone or on msn.
43. Name the person that you are friends with that lives farthest: Josh ... he's from Cali.
44. Most annoying thing people ask me: "Did you really get your nipples pierced?!"
45. Who will respond quickest: N/A
46. Who is the person you sent this to that is leastlikely to reply: N/A
47. GOOD TV Show : That 70's Show
48. Last person you went out to dinner with: Megs
49. In the pictures or at home? Huh?
50. Time when you finished: 11:45pm

w00t. That was fun. I'm bored & I really need to finish my damn hwk. Ciao!
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Boringness [31 Jan 2002|11:00pm]
Kinda bored right now but not really. Just chillin at Megs house. She's got some really bitchin songs on her comp00ter, hehe. Velvet Acid Christ kicks ass. Here's a few good songs you people should download if you're into cool music:
VAC - Fun With Drugs (Amphetamine), Razordisc, Zix Zix Zix (666 mix)
Aphex Twin & Robert Miles (Rare Duet)
NIN - The Day the World Went Away, Now I'm nothing
Slaves on Dope - No More Faith, I can't die, & Fallout

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Heehee ... [31 Jan 2002|04:09pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Apparently Cole (the really hot guy with amazing green eyes) liked me XDDD Kick ass. I wonder if I'll be seeing him again any time soon? Sarah's in my gym class and she told me about it today :) That's the highlight of my day. The schedule was really fucked up today and I ended up skipping 2 half-hour periods and walking down to Coffee Time with Lana. It was frickin freezing. We were let outta school early be/c of a snowstorm and walking home was definitely not fun. DAMN CANADIAN WINTERS. Grr. Oh and I switched classes so now I have french as my homeroom, history as my second class, then I got to gym and then lunch ... and my last period class is english with Mr. Julian (the scary guy that, like, had an Anneurism or something! X_x;; ) I went to the OC last night with Mark, Devin, and Megs. It was fun. We walked around for a while and I talked to some chick about body-piercing at Trade Secrets. Since I'm not 18, Mark's gonna sign as my "legal guardian". ROTFL. That should be interesting. Actually it's gonna be awkward because I'm gonna have the piercer guy ... like ... touching my boobs o.O; Talk about unpleasantness! And I don't wanna go into the room alone with him either! I want someone else to be there. Except if I go with Mark ... well, I don't think I'd really want him to be coming in a seeing me get it done because then he'd see my boobs and ... uh, that would be a BAD (and STRANGE ASS) thing. *cough* Anyways ... we just walked around for a while, til around 9 or something. Then we went to 2nd Cup and I ended up spilling half my Caramel Corretto on the way home. Ugh! It wasn't funny either. I swear, I'm constantly spilling stuff. I'm a total klutz! >_<; Well I'm just about to go down to the Oshawa Centre with Liv and Megs 'cause Liv wants to buy a bag. Ciao!

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[29 Jan 2002|11:28pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I sketched something using OpenCanvas last night ^^; Not that great, but not horrible either, IMHO.

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Roffle! [29 Jan 2002|02:45pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ROTFLMAO!! Everyone go watch this Delta Airlines flash animation. It's hillarious. Haha, it is so funny. I'm not even joking. Cracks me up everytime I see it.

I just got back from the mall with my friend Sarah. We went to a high school called McLaughclin to see her bf and his friends too. There was this really hot guy with a lip ring named Seth and he was so damn sexy. He was tall with black hair ... it was kinda spiky. There was another guy too named Cole and he had the most amazing green eyes. He was definitely hot too ... and damn funny. He tried to steal one of those bright orange chairs from Pizza Pizza. It was great, I had alot of fun. Wow there's so many really good-looking guys that go to that school. I wanna transter there, no joke! Sarah's bf is real sweetie too. Most guys don't like PDA when they're with their friend, but he didn't care at all. I think that's damn cool. After McLaughclan's lunch hour was over we went to the mall and I got a bag and a really yummy Caramel Corretto (which I'm addicted to, btw) XDD Oh and the reason i'm using my LJ is 'cause my site is down so greymatter isn't working >_<;

xo Nicole xo

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Damn Bandwidth [27 Jan 2002|07:06pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Well my site is offline (along with all the other sites @ Silversix.nu because of bandwidth issues (apparently the monthly limit has been exceeded). That kinda sucks. I did nothing today ... literally. I studied for my math exam for a while and it didn't go well because I don't have a clue what I'm doing! =( Not a good thing to realize the day before your exam. I *hate* formulas. Seriously ... i can't stand all this geometry and graphing shit. I am never gonna use it. Grrr ... Excuse the rant, but i'm just hella annoyed with the damn curriculum. I'm an average student. I'm best at English and things like that. I suppose you could say that Math & Chem are my weak points ... I just wish that there was someone (like a smart friend or my mum) that could help me out with this shit. Unfortunately, my friends aren't any better at math than I am and my parents are completely clueless when it comes to this shit.

Blahh ... I don't understand why this is mandatory. You should get to choose which strand of math you wanna take insteaad of being required to take them all. I should have gone into applied but the university thing is so anal. If you wanna get into a good one, you have to have academic everything. This is frustrating.

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What the hell? [08 Nov 2001|08:54pm]
Okay i don't know who the fuck is messing with my journal, and who the hell wrote that comment last time ... but whoever it was ... you've got people worrying about me, so fuckin stop hacking my account and saying shit about me.

I'm closing this journal. if anyone wants to read anything, you can find it in my blog. This thing is totally messed up. (if anyone wants the new address, since i got hosted, you can IM me or email me for it).

I just wanna let everyone know that actually NO, i'm not fuckin anorexic and I'm perfectly healthy so why the fuck would i starve myself? Buhbyes everyone.
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AAHHH! [31 Oct 2001|11:14pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I JUST READ THE FUNNIEST MAD LIB EVER!! Here it is: (but u probly won't really get it unless u know megs, olivia, and joey XD). Even so, it's hillarious.

Once upon a time, there was a sexy, big girl named Megan. Everyone loved Megan, but that didn't matter. You see she was insane and in love with Joey, who happens to hate insane girls. Megan tried very hard not to be insane. She even tried humping. But that didn't work.

Then one day while singing through a very amazing Toronto, she crushed upon a crazy Kitten. This crazy Kitten spoke to Megan and said, "If you can answer my riddle I will grant you a wish."

Well Megan sat. And she quickly said, "What is your riddle, kinky Kitten?"

The Kitten replied, "If a Gorilla has a car, how many bathtubs does it nibble?"

Megan thought about the riddle and answered, "15!"

The Kitten began licking, than it ate, and turned into a Hooker. The Hooker kissed and said, "You are correct! You turned this old Kitten into back into a handsome Hooker. What is your wish?"

Megan was so happy! She knew exactly what she wanted, "I don't want to be insane any more! That way Joey will fall in love with me."

The Hooker then pinched his crazy banana and Megan was no longer insane! She left the Toronto to find Joey. When she did, she found him biting Olivia, the ludacris girl from Whitby. And Joey and Olivia lived wildly ever after. Megan, on the other hand, died a gay spinster.


Crazy, ne? I found it at Fuali.com. Its a fucken great site!
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Trick or Treat, lol. [31 Oct 2001|09:03pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I wanted to go out for Halloween this year but I decided not to, lol. Ah well, Happy Halloween everyone. Candy kicks ass and i'm hyper off of it right now, so it's great. School went okay today. Science was boring and we had a supply teacher for most of the class, math was alright and we learned how to solve quadratic equations, religion was boring and i found out i'm getting a 47.5, which isn't bad ... I guess, considering i haven't done anything all year and I failed my last test. But today I handed in three assignments, and hopefully study for the next test. It's not really my fault that i'm doing bad tho. Last year I got an 82, now i'm not even passing. Mr. Seles is a fricken' BAD teacher. Civics was okay, lol, I was late XD

Karate went good. We were in a classroom though since the gym and exercise room were being used. It was really crowded but the work out wasn't bad. Gah, i'm so bored though right now. Me and Liv were supposed to go out trick or treating but since the weather's crappy and we're lazy, we decided not too XD Yeah, so ... g2g now. Buhbyes! Gonna post a new layout in a few days, since the halloween one'll probly get boring.

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hockey kicks ass [28 Oct 2001|11:53pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I AM 74% GEEK.

I'm a geek! I can't help it XD It's fun being a geek tho, hehe. And the scary thing is, I answered all the questions on that quiz truthfully o.O;; Yeah so ... the hockey game KICKED ASS!! Oshawa won against Peterborough, 5 to 1. It was wicked. There was a bunch of fights too! I luved it. Megs and Me were cheering and banging our feet on the sideboard and everything. Our seats were right up against the glass too ... the very front row. And the arena was packed, omg. Oh and there were these people behind us that kept making these great remarks ... it was so funny. Our Choir leader person couldn't be there cuz his bro died on the weekend, so instead my friend Alicia (that i also know from Karate) led us and we did a guud job of singing the anthem. Oh and Megs and I stole those seats b/c nobody was sitting in them and our seats were kinda crappy so we figured, what the hell?

Hmm ... I finally replied to a bunch of emails that had been sitting in my inbox for gawd knows how long. im so horrible at getting back to people X_x;; Kay I gotta go work on my Civics ISU now. Later. </font>

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Not very much to write about ... [28 Oct 2001|05:06pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

I am ... so out of it's right now it's not even funny ... ugh i have to sing in a ffew hours ... not not even a few hour s like 46 minutes. it's crazy. i've gotat sing o canada infront of a stadium full of people ... i can't do it ...
help?? i shou,d NOT have drank that wine. it totally messed me up ....

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Go on, leave me breathless. [27 Oct 2001|11:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Tonight was boring. I didn't nothing at all except sat infront of the computer & tv and talked on the phone and over the net. My weekend has pretty much sucked so far, and i'm never gonna get my ISU done for monday, so i don't think I'm even gonna attempt to do it tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow will go better tho. The hockey game's tomorrow ... that's good. I feel like doing a new layout for Eternity. I don't like the frames in the version i have up right now, i miss tables. And I'm wanted a domain more than ever right now because I miss being able to use blogger & ftp -_-;; Megs said she would call but i guess she forgot. Meh ...

To regret is meaningless, so I don't ;) Regretless.com is a nice site. I used to be a helper at Dodo's New World. I'm not sure if i still am. I luv the music though, in the flash intro. I wonder which song that's from ...? *shrugs* I haven't tried to play anything on the keyboard for a while. I think i've even forgotten how to play Eyes On Me :( I wanna take up playing the drums or maybe the guitar. They both sound like good instruments, but the guitar is hard because ... it just is. I guess getting the chords right, tuning it, and everything else. On the other hand, my coordination is shitty so I'm not sure if I'd be a good drummer. lol, okay i'll stop complaining about everything XD It's just that i've done nothing all day and I'm going craaaazy from lack of doing stuff. I tried working on Hillside earlier today but then I stopped after typing out two pages that I'd written on paper, at school. Yeps, that's how bored I get in my classes.

Hmmm ... in other news, the bruise on my arms is blue-ish purple now there are lil purple dots on it (underneath the skin) where my hair folicles are. It looks ... odd. O.o;; I had a dream yesterday night that I can actually remember. Isn't it strange how you can remember some dreams but you forget others? I don't know why I managed to remember this one ... but I can, so might as well jot it down ... Oh and thankupo to Cait for giving me the idea for the format ... she described one of her dreams like this in her LJ, so yeah ... I don't remember all of it, and it's a bit blurred, but I'll try to describe it anyways.

I'm in the future, but I don't know how far into the future I am. Where am I? I still look like myself for the most part, but I'm different in a few ways. My hair's lighter, and it seems like i'm almost petite. I find out that somehow, after you die, you end up going into a dream-like state, and then you're reincarnated ... through your dreams. I'm sitting in Megs house, on the couch in her living room. It's kind of dark outside, which means it's either early in the morning on late in the afternoon. There aren't any lights on, and I don't know where she is. I stand up and walk over to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. My hair's pulled back, and it's long ...

All of a sudden i'm in a forest and it's fall and leaves are blowing everywhere. I'm walking, and my friends are around, somewhere. I follow them, and for some reason I'm not cold, or warm, or anything. Kind of numb ... and there's a sense of urgency, like I have to catch up with my friends, for some reason, or else I'll get lost. There are tall trees all around, and it's the afternoon, I think. There are leaves all over the ground too. But there aren't any pine trees for some reason. I'm here for school ... no, i'm in virtual reality. Or am I? I don't really know what's going on. Then suddenly I'm going to school on a bus, and I'm sitting near the back. It's a yellow bus, but on the inside it looks like a city bus. I close my eyes and I my head goes to the side a bit. I open my eyes, and there's a guy infront of me, staring at me, and he's cute. He has brown spiky hair, he reminds me a bit of Freddie Prinze Jr. The weird thing is, even before I opened my eyes, I knew he was going to be there, and I was anticipating opening my eyes because I wanted to see what he'd do ... But then, second later ... before I could even talk to him, I woke up.

Strange, ne? Well i'm gonna go watch TV for a while. Later.

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dont' u hate ppl that never say buhbye? [27 Oct 2001|05:47pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

I added some new quotes to the quotes section and that was fun but it made me feel kind of nostalgic for some reason. I changed my MSN name, talked to people on ICQ & that for a while, and I phoned Megs. That was fun. She's a church now and I still don't know if we're going to the dungeon later but oh well.

Halloween's coming up boo! . I knicked that lil bat from the MSN emoticons things. The new version kicks ass (not sure if i mentioned that before). And my keyboard's officially broken. The CTRL keys don't work anymore. That sucks the big one, eh? If things don't work out for the dungeon later tho, I might go over to Kerry's house with a few other people and watch movies. She's a sweetie =) I just got off the phone with Liv. Instead of buying a wig she went out to get blonde hair dye. Hehe ... and she's wearing her sister's size 1 jeans! XD I denno why I find that so funny, it just is. Yeah, so, she's got the perfect blonde attire.

I put mouse in my hair and now it's all volumous. (Thanks to Lana for the great suggestion). I feel like going out and buying film so I can take pics of me and megs and other people and then I can scan them and post them here. I love taking pics ... I love photography ... but film and processing is so expensive $_$ It's crazy. Aaghh! Maybe I'll write instead. I haven't worked on Hillside for a while. Oh and I can steal my dad's keyboard when he's out so I won't have to worry about the CTRL keys not working. Chances are, he'll never find out that I switched them so it's no big deal.

KK, g2g. Later!

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.......... [27 Oct 2001|03:14pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Hmm ... guess it's another M&M day for me. M&M days = bad days. I can't find anyone that I really know that wants to go to the dungeon, megs said that we hang out too much so whenever we get the chance we should hang out with other people, which is why she isn't going, plus she has homework. Not that i blame her because i know i haven't been in the best of moods lately ... Heh, not really my fault tho. Well, it is to some extent, i s'pose. My dad was screaming and threatening me a few nights ago because I lost my winter coat ... I told him that he was an idiot and he smacked me ... now i've got 2 bruises on my arms. The on on my right arm isn't that bad. It's near my elbow and it's kind of brownish green. But the one on my right arm is kind of close to my shoulder and it's a big blue ugly thing. My mom saw 'em earlier today and she asked where they were from. I didn't lie to her ... But then she was drunk, so she started bitching at my dad and threatening to charge him and take him to court. I went out ... Megs and Me were supposed to go to Party Giant with Liv but she had already left by the time we got there, so I came back home. When I walked in the door the first thing I heard was yelling, and then a really loud clapping noise. I ran upstairs and I saw my mum lying on the couch with a bloody nose and my Dad standing in front of her. I called him an asshole and ran up here ... She thinks her nose is probably broken and she's gonna report him on monday, or so she says, because she didn't care when he was hitting her, but she says that she won't take it if she hits me. The only reason she's not reporting him sooner is because it's my Aunt's b-day tomorrow and she's supposed to be coming over, so it's an excuse for my mum to get drunk, and then I have a hockey game to go to at quarter to six, because I'm singing O Canada.

Yeah so ... shitty day, but there's not much I can do about it. Guess i'm gonna be pretty cold this winter without a coat, because there's no money so I can't get one. I can't even go out tonight to get away from the house because Liv's going out to a party, Megs gonna be busy working on her ISU, and since my plans for going to the dungeon will probably fall through, I'll be stuck at home. I know I could go over to Megs house because she says she doesn't mind, but I trouble her so much. She's always worrying about me and I don't want her to. I don't want to have to place all my troubles on her shoulders because i can't be strong and deal with 'em myself ...

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what's new pussy cat? [26 Oct 2001|06:25pm]
[ mood | amused ]

today = boring, but im going to the dungeon tomorrow night instead of later at around 8. I found out lana, crystal, and a bunch of other people are going so that's cool. science sucked, math was a bitch, religion was boring, and in civics i just slept ... but karate was fun. a bunch of people showed up and christine was there again. i don't know if im happy or pissed that she joined. she grates my nerves to hell and i can't stand her but ... then again ... she's not a bad person or anything. meh, i denno ... who cares. im gonna go grab a hot chocolate @ second cup now. later!

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Mmhmm ... [25 Oct 2001|08:54pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

Today went good. I got up late, rushed, but I still didn't make the bus. Megs dad drove us tho and we were only around 15 minutes late for school. Liv doesn't call in the mornings anymore and she wasn't in Science class (our homeroom) and I have no idea what's going on with her, she hasn't really talked to me since last week, before she found out that I had taken up smoking. Kinda shitty, eh? Oh and I forgot my wallet too so I had a granola bar for lunch, lol. I felt stupid because I left it at Megs house with my make up bag this morning before her dad drove us. Science was boring and i'm pretty sure I failed my math quiz but oh well, it was weird. She put a silly equation on there and I think it messed alot of people up. Meh ... In Religion I wrote Megs a note and talked to Julia, Christina, and Val the entire time. My Civics exam was easy and I finished just as the bell rang. After that I went to the choir practice except it turned out to be cancelled, and since I forgot my bus pass and it was too cold and windy out to walk home (yeah, im damn lazy) I called my dad and got a ride. Megs forgot about it again ... she has the worst memory, i swear to god, lol. After I got home I came online for a while.

I talked 2 people into going to the Dungeon tomorrow night, but Megs still doesn't wanna go, and I know Liv won't wanna go either. Megs and Me called her earlier when I went over to Megs house for a few hours but she was out getting fairy wings for her Halloween costume XD That reminds me: I've gotta buy tickets for the Halloween dance tomorrow if I decide to go ... but I'm not sure if I wanna. I mean, I'm not good with those kinds of things. I never end up dancing and I always feel awkward ... out of place I guess. Don't ask me why ... But, yeah, a bunch of people I know are going so maybe it won't be that bad. What day is the 30th, anyways? I have no idea. Today's the 25th and it's Thursday so that mean it's probably ... Tuesday. And Halloween's on Wednesday. Great. I don't know if i'm going out yet. I don't really care if my parents say I can or not, if my friends are going then I'll go with them. What else am I gonna do? Stay home and hand out candy? That sounds pretty damn boring.

Kk, g2g soon. I'll post a poem before I sign off though:

If the ocean was made out of vodka,
And I was a duck,
I'd dive to the bottom and never come up.
But since the ocean isn't made of vodka,
And i'm not a duck,
Pass me the bottle and shut the fuck up!

Lol, that's my new MSN name. It barely fits in the nickname space without any spaces ... somehow. I <3 it tho, it's so funny =) Buhbyes.

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